pretend

pretend, to manipulate others.
pretend, to look good.
pretend, to conceal intentions. 
lie to me. 







Pretend
 July 30, 2013/4:27pm


I see dark clouds everywhere
Waiting for the rainfall

I see people crying around
Weeping for love ones

What’s going on? I asked myself.

I keep staring on the ground
Scratching the dry soil

I keep walking and walking
Going nowhere, no direction

What’s going on? I asked myself.

I can’t move on
My feet are stacked.

I can’t think no more
My brain is frozen.

What’s going on? I asked myself.

I have no strength left
Feels so much consumed.

I have seen no future
Opportunity seem hard to find.

What’s going on? I asked myself.

No one knows.
Can’t figure out.

Nobody cares.
Don’t know the answer.

Just struggling.
Waiting.

Just crying.
Hoping.


Pretend I am okay.






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